Currently Playing Blink 182 By blink-182, Blink 182 3 see related

hehehe haven't updated in a while...i got a blog, you know like all the cool ppl  but i've decided xangas are still cool and i don't feel like updating my blog, or doing hw, or doing anything really, and i'm up til frickin 10:30 cause some ppl don't go to bed...you know who you are...but anyways, not much has been going on here. Actually thats the worst lie i've ever told, but i'm too lazy to write all of it out, so if you actually want to know how i am, call, write, ask away, but not on my xanga, cause...like i said, too lazy  haha can you tell, i just discovered the SWEET smilies!!!!! wanna see my favorite?  no no no! haha this one!  awww nope actually... hehehe the blushing one. OK since i can't decide...count down, favorite smilies, top 7:

7)  cause its cute and funny                                                               

6)  wins the catagory for most realistic smily

5)  cause its cute and idk, i like it?

4)  cause i am often like wtf and so i relate on a personal level w/ this smily

3)  cause i am also cool (occasionally) so i relate (occasionally) w/ this smily

2)  always a classic, the first, the best (but not on  my count down cause i'm a little unorthodox, dammit, there's no unorthodox smilies...hmmm lets contimplate that one shall we...)

druuuuummmmmmmmmm rrrrrrrroooooooollllllllllllllllllllllllllll

1)  the winky smily wins this competition for being the cutest, sweetest, and most seductive smily there is (on this list) yes, thats right, it beats out BOTH kissy smilies, you wanna know why, b/c kissy smilies have a slutish air about them, the winky is classy and shrude not too riskay, it is perfect in everyway

and ppl, don't ask me wtf   (haha) that was about cause i couldn't tell you but the original ruling on the winky smily being the hottest and most seductive and, therefore, my favorite smily still stands, feel free to comment, but remember, this is my xanga and therefore, my countdown wins...however, at this point i am so bored (and boring) that i hope you will forgive me and show that you have by giving me your own countdown of smilies...ttyl peeps

Currently Playing I Miss You Pt.1 By Blink 182 see related

Have you ever been going along, with your life just perfect (finally), and then some serious shit just comes out of nowhere and suddenly you don't belong anywhere anymore. Cause all of a sudden, I don't, belong I mean. I'm not on track, I'm not a perfect student, so who am I? What does my life mean now? Btw my parents made me quit the track team. Some of you are probably like, big deal, who cares? Well, you see, I do, because last year I had the same problem. Not that I couldn't be on the track team but rather that I didn't belong. And this year, I finally did. I finally had friends (not that I didn't before, but I had lots of new good friends) and they're still my friends but I'm scared they'll all forget about me. After all, why should they remember me, I don't count for anything anymore. I miss everyone so much already. I won't see jordan or matt or spencer anymore. Which sucks, a lot. I used to think Jordan and all those problems were so important, that they were the only thing in my life that were interesting or that really mattered. But they're not. Theres so much more. Like Mollie Szmurlo, she became one of my best friends over the past couple of months, same with Elise. Everyones gone and I won't ever see them. and Erwin. I'll never see that girl. God this sucks so much.

yeah it came back and bit me in the ass, told ya

Up late again. I can't help it now, it's become a vicious inescapable cycle. but its okay cause I found a new musical muse, green day American Idiot, been listening to it all night. I'm still deciding if I like it. I should really get my francais done and go to bed but...well you know how it goes. Can't focus when you've got other shit on your brain. We'll see if I'm at school tomorrow. I practiced for the first time with the pole vaulters today...umm, we'll see how long that lasts. Z made us run in the pool, yeah as in under water. And being the bright child that i am I didn't stretch before doing it and I got a charlie horse in BOTH legs and now I like can't walk or even stand up. (btw if you don't know what a charlie horse is, basically its when your whole muscle just starts clinching and unclinching rapidly and completely of its own accord, there's no way to get rid of them, wouldn't you just guess that that would be my luck) hopefully my mom will take pitty on me while I'm hobbling around to get ready in the morning, we'll see now won't we. Doesn't it seem like a thursday, it should definitly be friday tomorrow. And since I've begun to ramble, I'll say good night now.

PS If anyone can figure out the pop up blocker thing I'd be most appreciative, thanx!